It`s been awhile I had a girls outing. And I mean my girlfriends without their boyfriends. It`s really hurt to see that we`re not together anymore. Fights, arguments, all those shits happen among us. And I notice, each and every one of you girls change. I won`t mention names here. But yeah. Remember 31 December 2009? Yeah, it was countdown. Had enjoy my day taking those things with Fel and Riera back then. I remember that was the day I know my greatest girl, Chan. I remember all those laughters that we had. All those illusion that were going through our mind. All those actions that we do that makes us laugh at each other. All those imaginary things when I told Chan that I`ve dicks. Remember? 20 March 2010, remember the day that we were high up and flying with each other at Esplanade? The Raspberry Vodka and Sprite and coke? Remember how we got drunk together and took care of each other? The day that all my favourite girls made my day so much. The day that I first know Thirah. Those times when we were laughing like hell. Remember 10 April 2010? Plan for Fel and Riera`s birthday celebration. Heed to Marina barrage and to Marina rooftop for their surprise? I remember afew of my girls wasn`t there. Chan was gounded, Papylon heed home, Honey was out with boyfriend, and Athirah was sick. I miss those moments girls. Really I do. 18 June 2010, fights between me and Fel and Dewi. All my fault. I didn`t know how to take care of my mouth and start pointing fingers without even admitting my mistakes.  3 July 2010. Supposingly, my advanced birthday pit. Was expecting my girls to be there. But neh, my hope crashed. My girls were there but still not complete. Thirah, Riera and Fel was missing. It was my happy day anyway, and I tried covering my sadness by enjoying the jokes that were made by ex boyfriend and friends. Now, every outing, all my girls were late and never a completion of my girls. I miss you girls. I don`t know how to put it, but now all I see is, we will never have a girls day out again cause everyone is busy with their boyfriends and work and new environment. Friends do come and go, but I believed that my girls and I will stick forever till the end. I would do anything just for my girls, even if I have to risk my life. Snoopy asked me this once, ' Kimak, asal nonok-nonok kau lagy penting sial? Kau langsong tapernah pikirkan aku? Puki lah, kau macam sayang dorang lebih dari aku siaal! Puas aty, kau gy mataey dengan dorang! '. And I answered, ' Konek mana mana boleh carik, tapy nonok aku? Hah! Tasemuda kau nacarik kawan macam nonok nonok aku eyh b. Aku sayang kau dan aku sayang dorang. Kalau boleh, memang aku namataey ngan dorang pun. ' For your happines kan, I`ll do anything. Seriously. Girls, I miss you. Miss you soo much. (': Meet me soon please, just you girls without your boyfriends.