Hey daddy. How`s you? Where have you been? Are you doing great with her and her kids? I hope you`re doing well. How could you be so mean dad to leave me and mummy alone? I miss you daddy. Sometimes I act as if, I hate you but the fact is I still love you daddy. I wish you were here, next to me and mummy during Hari Raya. How I wish I can kiss your hand during the first day of Raya and go out to relatives place and show off that I already had a daddy and my daddy is a changed person now. But I was wronged daddy. You did`nt even fulfill your promises to never leave me alone daddy. You never changed. Remember when I was 3 years old and you organize a birthday event just for me, where our house was filled with guest and relatives and you bought me a lot of present? Remember when you`re over protective to me. When I was a toddler, you hate seeing me getting hurt, even if I fall and never cut myself, you`re going to run towards me and spank my butt. Remember when you`re mad me and you reprimanded me and made me cry, you always comfort me. You can`t bear to see me cry. Remember what I want, you always gave it to me even if you`re short of money? You even borrow your friend`s money to get me the Nokia 'S' model when I was I in primary 6. You never fail to get me what I wanted. But your attitude sucks daddy. You promise me you`re going to change, but you didn`t. ): That`s sad. I miss you calling me busok every time you came back from work and I miss you kissing me on my forehead when I`m asleep. Always remember even though mummy filed a divorce with you and mummy is not related to you anymore, I am still related to you daddy, because I`m your flesh and blood.  I miss you daddy and I love you. Do you miss and love me daddy? (':