he ate my heart.




posted : Sunday, July 25, 2010
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Hey. I`ll turn sixteen in a few hours time. When typing out this post, I don`t know why I`m sobbing. Maybe, I just feel unwanted. I don`t have a complete family to celebrate it with me. I don`t have that special someone to celebrate with me. I don`t have my friends that I hope on to celebrate me. I just want them to be there, with me. Well, I think I just see you guys in hell. Take care. ;D

And Fella, Riera, Ross and Dewi, I miss you girls so much. I`m sorry. Forgive me. That`s my last wish if there`s anything bad going to happen. I did`t mean  to back stab you girls. Please take care of yourself aye girls? And to my dearest girlfriends and baby girls, Papylon, Kykie, Honey, Chan, Thirah, Baby Cino, Ty Super girl, Lili Berrylla and FieyBaby and a lots more and you girls know who you`re. All I wanna say is, I love you. Thanks for making my day all these while. Thanks for making me cheer up. Thanks for everything. Take care of yourself aye girls if anything goes wrong to me. Fyra, I love you. Thanks for being there when I need you. Thanks for wiping away my tears when I`m crying. Thanks for everything. (': See you in hell girls. And to my 333, I love you people! Jumpe kurg pt nerake kay! ;D 

Mom, I`m sorry for everything. I`m sorry for making you cry and think of me every night. I`m sorry for taking those things and I`m sorry for breaking your heart. I`m sorry for everything. I`m sorry for not being there when I need you. I`m sorry for being such an ass. I`m sorry for being selfish towards you mum. I`m so sorry. I love you. I hope you will forgive me for all my sins towards you. I love you.

 For those who I miss out, I`m sorry for all my mistakes. Please forgive me. I love you people. Forgive all my sins towards you people okay. (': I love you. See you guys in hell too. :D