Baby, I just wanna say Im sorry that I didnt kiss you, hug you and salam you just now. Im sorry. My intention was to come back up after sending Papy to the busstop. Please dont get me wrong. Its not that Im not civilise or so. I know you're mad at me until you text me that Im no longer have any connection with you. Im no longer being with you. I almost cried infront of everyone. But I told myself to be strong. I told that I will not cry infront of them. Afterwhich, when I turn my way back round to you crib, those harsh text message and I know you're still angry at me. Im sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you. Im so sorry. I wish that we can stick through. And I hope what you text me just now, you dont mean it. When we were talking and you asked me to go back home, I hold back the tears and try not to look into your eyes. Im scared that I might cry infront of you but eventually, I did. My tears did drop infront of you. When I wanted to salam you, you give me your hand but you salam me like your friends. And it hurt me. I was like, stunned for a  min. And then, when I press the lift and waiting for the lift to come, I heard you saying this to me " Tatau nak salam betol-betol? " I walk back to you and kiss your hand and when the lift came, you mumbled to yourself. I cant really figure out what you were trying to say. When I walked to the busstop, I cry silently. Hoping that you will text, and you did text me saying sorry, but my battery died on me when I was about to reply. I got home around 9 pm and charge my phone and fall asleep for awhile. I woke up, switch on my handphone and text you, but you didnt reply my text. My intention was to miss call you, but in the end you pick up the phone. I was scared that we might argue again, so I hang up. Im sorry baby. Im truly sorry. I promise, I wont ever hurt you again. (': I miss you Muhammad Rohaizat and I love you deeply.