He`s monster

posted : Friday, May 7, 2010

title : its about me who cant forget about you.

Hola! My blog dead siaaa. Lets update aye aye aye.

Im not with Farhan Shah anymore. And I still cant get over him. Kalau Ayraah da sayang, Ayraah sayang sampai mati okay! :D Okay, nevermind. Its easy to get over a break up but it isnt easy to get over a person. All my girls were here, wiping away my tears. I was glad that god gives me this friends which I can cry too. Not only that, there are the ones who never fail to make me smile. I just love you girls so much.

So, I have done my English Paper 1, English Paper 2, Malay O'level Paper 1 and Paper 2, Social Studies, History, Maths Paper 1, but I didnt come for my Maths Paper 2 and my Chemistry. ): Boohoo. Alah, mid year what. Not N level. But I swear, Maths Paper 1 difficult habes! ARGH. So, did a few question and stare into space. Wanna know why? Because of my break up, I can concentrate much on my studies. I tried to put away my mind away about him, but I just cant.

My girls and friends called me stupid. I dont know why. It just seems so hard to forget someone you love most. I havent been sleeping well lately, or I didnt even sleep for four days straight, thinking and crying what goes wrong till this happen. I know I couldnt have him back because he's already found a replacement. That should be me standing with him, right? But, nah. I have to let go kan? So gyeah. Im moving on, but Im still waiting for him. I think? So, let's just see what's my next move. Will I get attached again or will I not? ;S Meeting Fyra maybe later? Fel, Riera too? Or maybe Fyna and Teera? Hehs. I miss them like fuck. Weee! Okay then, Byebye, ;D

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