He`s monster

posted : Thursday, April 8, 2010

title : take a gun and shoot me in the head.

Today sucks! I've my mood swings. I became hot-tempered and didnt talk to anyone. Friends were all asking, what's wrong with me, I only able to nood my head. That's all. I dont know. Life sucks. I've been coughing up blood lately and my flu is still not recovering. I hate it. Or should I say that my time is nearing? Oh my. I still have alot of things to do. Sigh. And, I've still not seek forgiveness to people that I hurt from my past. Do I still have time? I feel so guilty. Sigh, I dont know. Maybe, am I still gonna be given a second chance to turn over a new leaf? Please, show me the right path, ALLAH. Assalamualaikum.

See that guy up there? That's Aad, my best boy friend. He's 17. He hurt me alot. He broke my heart several times already. And he ask for a second chance. Should I forgive him and still be his best girl friend? Sigh, Im confuse right now.I've given him alot of chance already. Should I continue my friendship with him or should I just kiss him goodbye? Am really confused right now. Cut through my heart, Aad. And you'll now, how deep you've hurt me. Take a gun and count to three. And shoot me in the heart. And you will see, how you meant to me. Tell me Aad, if you deserve another chance to still be my best boy friend. Im confused. Dont tell me you love me when you have given your love to some one else aye? How you love me now? ( " : Im gonna be on top just watching you fall.
Dalam diam, aku mencintai mu ):

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