he ate my heart.




posted : Friday, April 16, 2010
title : im leaving for your own good. (':

B, I would like to say sorry. I cant wait for you anymore, Dear. Its not that Im not keeping my promise or what. Its because people dont allow me to love you. Yes, I know, I promise you that Im going to wait for you. But, I cant take it anymore, b. It hurts okay. Your sister called me just now. I was so happy cause I thought she wants to talk things out. But I was wrong b. She call, yelling top of her lungs and scolding me for stealing her happiness. She scolded me for being so bitchy. SHe wants you to be with her best friend b, your ex and not with me. Im so sad b. I dont know what to say anymore. Im not strong anymore. I keep on crying even because of a slightest thing. Im not strong like I use to b. Im not strong like how I use to fight for my right. Now, Im just going to keep quiet and let people step on my head. I dont care b. Seriously. I dont care. Im running out of hope. And I know b, Mami is going to be heartbroken when she hear this. But, I cant take this pain anymore. Im giving up b. I just wanna let you know, I still love you forever and still. ):