Hey. See that picture up there? Yes, you can see those tears dont you? Im crying like a small baby when I took this. Wanna know why? My mind is full of poblems. Just now, before Mama went to sleep, she open my bedroom door, and says " Bye Ayraah. " Then she open the door and half way through she enter her room, she says " Bye Ayraah. " And enter her room and peek at me saying " Bye Ayraah. " Again. Im so worried. She didnt do this before. Im scared. Super scared. Then I feel something was not right, and I enter her room and lie down beside her. She hug and kiss me on the eyebrow. The last time when she do that was 5 years ago? Sigh. Something is not right. And Im afraid. I love Mama alot. ): So much. I left her room after giving her a peck on her eyebrow and told her to go to sleep. Then, she text me saying " Ayraah, dont lock your room door. Assalamualaikum. Have a goodnight sleep and rest well. I love you forever, child. Remember my says and dont dissappoint me, kay? Dont be like your Dad. Remember what I told you kay? Whatever happens, Im always in your heart. " That makes me cry. I just dont feel right. I havent ask Mama for forgiveness yet. Im sorry Mama. I havent repay your deeds bringing me up all this while. I love you so much. Im sorry all these while I've been a bad daughter to you. I screamed at you and didnt respect you. Im so sorry mama. Forgive me. DDD: