he ate my heart.




posted : Friday, March 5, 2010
title : Love? sucks.
Radit & Jani.
Radit : Siapa nama nya?
Jani : Kirana.
Radit : *Looks at Jani and tears roll down* Aku senang lihat kamu dan Kirana bahagia.
Jani : *Sobs* I miss you, bodoh.
Radit : *Passes a package to Jani and sobbing* Untuk Kirana. Aku titip dia ya?
Jani : *Sobs* Kenapa kamu dulu pergi?
Radit : * Sobbing* Tiap malam, sebelum dia tidur, kamu bilang ya sama dia, kalau aku selalu ada buat dia. Selalu peluk dan cium Kirana dari aku ya? Aku.... selalu cinta dan sayang sama kamu, Jani.
Radit walks away, leaving Jani behind. Jani cried.


When can I have my true love and be like them? All guys see girl's look only huh, not the heart? If you're pretty and arrogant, why do still boys like them? And if you're ugly and you're heart is pure, no guys will even notice you. Macam whathell kan? Haiyah. Sighh. Gue ingin pacaran kayak mereka. Romantis banget deh. I cry and cry watching this show. This show is the best. Sighh.


And to Dearest Max,
Im shocked to receive a text from you saying that you love me? WOW. So sudden eh? Haha. So gyeah. And please Max. Eventhough you're waiting for your girl to ask you for seperation, I won't even love you and go to you when you're single. Yes, I admit that I've feelings for you last time. But since you keep on hurtng me, those feelings are fading away. Im sorry Max. And not just that, you're my ex's cousin, and he's inside some more. What happen if he comes out and he get to know that Im attached to you? What would he feel? Please, don't just think about yourself. Think about others too. I mean, if you love me from the start, why are you attached with your current girl? Tell me Max. Tell me one good reason why I should be with you. Tell me.


Love? Love can be hurtful huh? Things are wonderful when one is in love. But it can turn very hurtful when one is hurt and being cheated. True love exsist? I still don't believe cause I don't seem to find the right guy that will treat me right. Sigh. Will there be someone that can change my prespective mind? I hope so. Take care readers. Roger and out.