I feel like crying and screaming my heart out. Im in such a dissapointment. I've lost everything. Everything that I love. Max texted me just now. He broke my heart into billion of pieces. I dont know love can hurt me this bad. You confess that you love me and now you say that you want to end our friendship? You think its that easy huh? Yes, I love you alot. Damn alot. And I've to admit that I love Snoopy as well. WHats got into you Max? Sigh. I just dont know Max. Do you feel how I feel? Try being in my shoe, and you would feel how I feel. I stopped taking drugs because of you. I stopped ding ALL my habbits because of you. I know that you're attached. But I cant forget bout you. You're giving me false hope Max. Remember when you text me saying that you waiting for your girl to ask you for break? And I was a fool to believe every single word you say? Wow. I know, your girlfriend call me and I cover up for you. I dont want you to fight with your girl cause I know its annoying. Remember when you call me and your girl was screaming her lungs off? And you got annoyed and I comfort you? Remeber when you say how you wished that I was your girl? Do you remeber all that Max? Its not like I bringing up the past, but am I treated fairly here Max? Where's your promise Max? All those promise that you promise me to take care of me and you wont leave me hanging? Your promise to love me more than your life when you and your girl are seperated? And now you text me that and do you know that tears were rolling down my cheeks? You know I love you alot, do you? I was here listening to your problem all these while. And soon, I started developing feelings for you. Yes Max. I love you. Sigh. I miss youuu alot too Max. I wanted you. ): Sigh. Take cares. And I hope that you lead a happy life with your girl and your daughter. You will be forever in my life and Heart. I love you Max. (: