Hey. I think I wont be missing in action. Cause, I've got noone to turn too. So, let's just start with a simple post. * sobbing *

Hey Mom.

Let me sort things out with you. The reason why I took those drugs was because I wanna try. That's all. And I hate the feeling of it when I took it. I only took it once. I did that because I was curious how it feels like. And I didnt get myself addicted to those filthy things. Mom, Im sorry okay. I didnt mean to hurt you this much. Im just so sorry, mom. I promised that this will be my first & last time taking drugs. Trust me mom. Now, Im just too guilty to face you at home. Too guilty to even look at you and speak to youu. And I know, it hurts you alot when you found out your own daughter taking drugs right? I know. Mom, Im so sorry. I know I've made alot of sins to you. Calling you badwords and shouting at you. I know mom, you're dissapointed. So, I've made up my mind to change for the better. Trust me mom. I wont take those things anymore. Im not going to be your rebellious daughter anymore mom. Im sorry. Im just too sorry. And if you wanna call dada and ask him to go home, go ahead mom. I konw I deserve a spanking from him. Im sorry.

) ;

And Hey Lala Bonch.

Im sorry for what happen just now. Thanks for a friend. Im sorry kay?

Peace.

And Chan, Fel, Riera.

I try to make it tmrw kay? Imy soo much too Chan. I do kay? Now, I just have sompe problems and I lost my mood. And I dont wanna be moody infront of you girls tomorrow. Im so sorry. Take care. And I'll try to make it tmrw. ( ; Iloveyouall. c;