he ate my heart.
Awesome
Ayraah
Kynnora




posted : Saturday, February 20, 2010
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I just hate this feeling.
Ah. What the heck happen to me? Im missing someone so badly. And I cant take it anymore. My heart is breaking into pieces and tearing apart. Im not sure why. But it hurts so much. I just hate this feeling. I hate it. Im feeling as if Im floating in the middle of ocean and struggling to stay alive. Im out of words. Seriously. Could it be? No, it cant be and it'll never be. I just hate these thoughts that are coming back, hunting me down with a knife. I just hate to feel guilty. I just hate it so much. I feel like dying. Jumping down from a building. And I feel like running away, far away, where noone and nobody can track me down. I wish I could just do it. Only if I could. And, Im so lost in this world of perfectionist. I just cant take it anymore. I cant, I feel like dying. Im sorry. My heart is falling into pieces. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!

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