posted : Saturday, February 6, 2010
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Dearest, Im missing you badly. Come back soon, will you? I don't know what else to do. I just miss Baby so much. I feel like breaking down and cry. Thank god, I have this online dairy that I can write to. I miss the moments with Baby. The moment that we're the happiest couple ever. The moment how he confess his love for me. The moment when he stares in my eyes and hold me tight. The moment when we look at the moon and confess our love for each other. I wanna upload pictures with Baby, but I couldnt find the pictures. Sad right? All those sweet memories seems to fade away, letting it go, slowly yet painfully. Till, it's dead. Should I move on? Or should I stay? When he's out, I'll be 18 years old, and I'll be either in ITE or poly. I really don't know. I miss Baby's lips, Baby's tongue. Baby's hug. I miss Baby's kiss. And I really miss those moment that we argue with each otha and I broke down and cry to my friends. I really miss Baby saying 'I love you' to me. Goodbye might just come in a shot, and I know I love him alot. Is our love gonna be like the way it used to be? Stronger then ever? Will Baby love me like he used to? I don't know. Dewisutra said I should move on cause he's not the right on for me and I wasn't like her. Patiently waiting for Callow, her byfy. She's strong and Im impressed with her. You've done a great job, Dewisutra. I just wish you the best with Callow, when he's out. Goodbye readers ): |