Dear mum.

Do you know how i feel? you only think of urself dont you?

you know how hard i tried to be your dream daughter? trying hard to make you

happy at every seconds? try being your favourite daughter?

Tried being the best out of me? but i simply just cant.

Issit so hard for you to accept that? Why cant you be like other people's

mum? eventhough with grandchildren around, they still spent time w their daughter.

You? Hell no. Spent your whole daywith your favourite cucu.

Do you know how i feel? Do you even bother? I dont know mom.

What do you expect more from me? I stopped mixing with those bad influence just because of you. Hurting enough huh?

No, you dont feel how i really felt. Your own daughter. Your flesh and blood.

Im sorry that i burden you alot these days. That 16 years of broughting me up.

I appreciate it alot. Im sorry that i say "pukimak" and "sial" to you.

Im sorry that I shouted at you.

im sorrry, mom that i cant be the daughter that you wanted most.

Yours truly,

F i e f i e G e e k